Sounds Squishy

FLESHLIGHT, PHONE, FRIENDSHIP

I like writing about cocks and cum and masturbation. My friend Max leaves messages on my answering machine that sound like he’s jerking off with a well-lubed fleshlight. He doesn’t talk. He just leaves the squishy sound of jerking off a well-lubed penis. I’m not sure what Max is looking for, what he wants from me. Does he want to jerk off with me over the phone? I’ll do that with him. I’d like to do that with him. I wanted to jerk off with Max many years ago, when we were in high school together in Hawaii. I’m going to call him back and ask him if I’m right about what I think he’s doing on the phone. I would just as soon get his voice mail but, either way, I’ll ask him. I would love for him to say yes. I want to jerk off with Max on the phone.

I get a kik out of you.

CHATURBATE, KIK, MASTURBATION, BUDDY

Ilija is my Croat friend. We banter and masturbate together on Chaturbate. We also exchange messages and pictures on kik. Ilija turned me on to kik. He has sent me some great pictures of his cock and he’s always after me to return the favor. It isn’t that I don’t want to, but it isn’t easy for me to make the kind of pictures that I know he would like. This is a young man’s game. But, I like Ilija and want to please him. He’s young, tall, thin, horny, sexy. I like his long, handsome face. I like that he’s playful and wants to play with me. One of life’s little mysteries. He has a girlfriend. “Good for her,” I said. “Bad for you,” he quipped. Yes, Ilija, I would like to be the one there sucking your cock.

Gay sex isn’t common in Croatia, from what Ilija says. He wants it, but he’s not getting it from his Croat brothers. That’s why he’s on Chaturbate so much. Maybe it's just Ilija, but I doubt that his traditional, conservative culture is conducive to free-wheeling homosexual sex. What Ilija does with me and other guys on the internet is a secret indulgence for him. He must like it a lot, because he spends a lot of time doing it.