Cyber Buddies

BONDING, FRIENDSHIP, MEN, MILLENNIUM

My buddy Ray is out in California. I’m in Massachusetts. Sea to shining sea. Ray is a constant fan of mine on Chaturbate. He likes to watch me masturbate, and I like masturbating for him. Ray is a big-dicked redhead. He’s not on cam a lot, but he offers to get on and encourage me as I jerk off. Ray is a jo kind of guy. He doesn’t get into all the esoterica of gay sex, which is fine by me. I’m the same way. I enjoy jerking off and jerking off with other guys a lot. We have chatted about the possibility of meeting sometime for the real thing, which is an exciting prospect for both of us. Jerking off together, touching each other, encouraging each other, cumming on each other. Ray said he’d cum on my balls. That would feel good, having his hot cum on my hairy balls. I said we should sit face-to-face, balls touching, while we jerk off, which he liked too. The way things are now, it’s not beyond the realm of possibility that Ray and I really could meet to beat with each other, and get better acquainted. Cement our friendship. I like the idea of bonding with other men by jerking off with them.

Am I nuts?  Am I alone in this? I know it’s not an uncommon idea in this pseudo-modernist, millennial world. The Y generation world. This world that I barely recognize and don’t fit in. But, when did I ever fit in? Things that I used to think were “our little secret,” are now common knowledge and common parlance. Young people are so knowing. I have no clue what they believe, or accept, or do, but they are aware in a way that my generation never was. The world really is a different place. My generation was easily shamed by sex. Not this one. They might not do the things they know about, but they’re not terrified by sexual knowledge or awareness either. Look at me talking about all this stuff. What am I doing? Finally being myself. Being real. Being what I tried for so long not to be. It's fun to talk about and explore.

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Beating Off Together

MEN, MASTURBATION, NORMS, FRIENDSHIP

My earliest memories are not of sex, but I was ten or eleven when I started thinking about sex and wanting it. I had Rusty and Jimmy Barnes to thank for that. They asked me if I knew how to “beat my meat,” and I didn’t, so they explained it and eventually showed me how to do it. Two young boys, brothers, showing another young boy how to masturbate. The stuff of legends.

It would have been one thing if I hadn’t liked it, or hadn’t been a willing participant. But, I did like it a lot, and learning about sex changed me, changed my life, from that moment on. What ever happened to Rusty and Jimmy? Rusty was the older brother, probably eleven years old, maybe twelve. I’m guessing Jimmy was probably nine. Jimmy was younger than I. Rusty and I were about the same age, and the same grade in school. Rusty and I used to see each other in the hallway at Saint Andrew’s Elementary School, each knowing the other’s secret. I liked that. I liked having seen Rusty naked, masturbating, and having an orgasm for me and Jimmy the night I stayed over at their house. I liked that Rusty and I could look at each other in public knowing what we had done in private.

Rusty told me that he learned how to beat his meat from an older boy, maybe sixteen years old. His parents were out and he had Rusty over to masturbate with him in the living room. They pulled their pants down and the older boy showed Rusty how to stroke his penis and make it feel good. The older boy stroked his big, hairy penis for Rusty until he had an orgasm and shot hot, sticky cum out of it. He showed Rusty how it works; he showed him what happens when a young boy or teenager strokes his penis vigorously until he has an orgasm. The older boy showed him how good it feels to masturbate. It feels so good to beat your meat and do it with another boy. Boys make friends with each other by jerking off together. Boys confirm their friendships with other boys by masturbating with them. It doesn’t get much more intimate and intense than that. Sharing that intense pleasure and being open and free about your body with another boy. Boys like jerking off together. Boys like having sex together. They might not talk about it. They might keep it secret. They might adopt the sexual conventions of society by dating girls and getting married. But, they always remember the pleasure of having sex with another boy. Some of them continue to enjoy sex with men even after marrying a pretty girl and having babies. Social norms don’t eliminate human nature.

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Ray Returns Favor

GINGER PUBES, MASTURBATION, MEN

My friend Ray offered to get on cam and masturbate for me while I was broadcasting on Chaturbate last night. Ray was so hot. He’s in his fifty’s, but he’s fit and slim with a long white dick nestled in fiery red pubic hair. I loved watching him jerk that big dick, knowing that he was getting off on my horny masturbation. We had a nice synergy going, getting off on each other. Usually, Ray just watches me while I jerk off on cam, so it was hot to have him join me. Ray whacked his big dick until he shot a load into his hand, and left me to my own devices. My buddy.

Jerking With the Right Guy

HANDSOME, MASTURBATION, ORGASM

I always find hot guys to jerk off to on Chaturbate. I like the guys who show their face. Watching a handsome guy beat off is powerful. A guy can have a beautiful body with a big dick, but, if he has an unfortunate face, it ruins everything. Some of the guys will only show in private, and others not at all.  It’s hot to see a guy’s face while he’s jerking off, to see his intensity increase as he gets close, and then the familiar shock of giving in to orgasm, cum flying everywhere. I love it, no matter how many times I see it. And it makes me cum too. Stroke for stroke, brother, here I come.

It’s a fucking miracle that anyone still finds me sexually attractive. I’m just this fat, old, tired, horny dude. But, for some reason, all kinds of guys, of all ages and body types, get excited when they watch me masturbate on Chaturbate, or when they hear my voice on the jo line (712-832-8320, 401315). I do it for my own enjoyment, not because I think I’m sexy or that anyone will be attracted to me. I do it because I’m a horny bastard. I get off on showing my hard cock to horny guys, and jerking it off to ejaculation. The guys love it, and you know they’re jerking off too. Every now and then some wag shows up and takes delight in telling me how fat and gross I am, but I know that already, so it doesn’t matter. I just laugh and thank him for pointing out the obvious. The wonder is not the few detractors who drop by, it’s the dedicated fans who watch me over and over again. Guys in the room even comment on how many people are watching me. I don’t know. There’s no accounting for taste, especially when it comes to love and sex.

Guys Who Like Women

BOXER SHORTS, TOTALLY NAKED, MASTURBATION

I jerked off with a guy last night on Chaturbate whose profile said he liked women. He likes women, not men and women, or women and couples. Women. But, he wanted to jerk off with me. He started off stroking and watching me in his boxer shorts. When he said he wanted us to cum together, I got totally naked and started beating my meat. He took his boxers off and it wasn’t too long before the guy who likes women shot his load, which made me cum too. Hot. Guys who like women like to masturbate with me. Go figure.

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