Making Friends

CHATURBATE, BUDDY, CUM

Nick is my handsome Greek man.  I met him on Chaturbate.  We jerked off together on cam, watching each other, listening to each other.  I don't know why Nick likes me, but he does, and I like him too.  He's got a big, uncut cock and big balls.  I love watching him jerk himself off.  We like to go private and jerk off for each other.  When we do, he shows his handsome face.  I love seeing the expression on his face while he masturbates.  I know that he gets excited watching me and listening to me masturbate.  When I get close to coming, I call out his name and we both shoot big loads of cum.  I can see the wad of cum hanging from his big dick after he blows his load for me, lying there so handsome and sexy, saying my name.

Sometimes we exchange emails. Nick wished me a Merry Christmas with warm wishes and I told him about the new restaurant, Abba, which I found while Christmas shopping. No sex talk. Just friends staying in touch. Nick is in Greece, I am on Cape Cod. We might meet sometime. Stranger things have happened.

Chatty Kathy

BOYS, CHATURBATE, CHATHAM

I met Jared on Chaturbate.  He’s from Cape May, graduated from University of Pennsylvania, and is currently getting his law degree at Yale University.  Jared masturbates a lot, sometimes three or four times a day.  He has jerked off with guys at rest stops on the Jersey Pike.  Jared is 6’1”, 170 pounds, blonde, and athletic.  He plays lacrosse.  His grandparents have a house in Chatham, which he visits.  He recalled seeing guys swimming in their underpants at Cockle Cove Beach.  He was aroused by one guy in particular.  Jared sounds like a very intelligent young man.  He’s 27 years old.  He’s intelligent, shy, and horny.  He likes thinking about other guys and masturbating with them.

I’d like to masturbate with Jared, but I’m probably too old and fat for that to happen.  Jared is cautious and shy, and his sexual preference is probably specific and well-defined.  I suspect that Jared likes young guys, guys his own age, with nice bodies and big dicks.  Who doesn't?  But, we did enjoy our chat--boys have always liked opening up to me.

Rusty Barnes

BOYS, SEX, FRIENDSHIP

                         

I like having sex with other guys.  I’ve liked it all my life.  I liked it, when I was ten years old, and Rusty and his brother Jimmy showed me how to “beat my meat.”  I liked talking to them about it. I liked seeing Rusty at Saint Andrew’s Elementary School in Charleston, knowing that we had been naked and jerked off together in his bedroom.  We knew each other in a way that most boys at school did not know each other.  Most of the boys at school were not getting naked and beating their meat together.  But, Rusty and I did.  I watched Rusty jerk himself off, while Jimmy kneeled on the bed between his legs and touched his balls.  I watched Rusty get all worked up until he came and shot a few spots of cum.  Young boys don’t shoot much cum.  Horny boy.  Handsome boy.  Big boy.  Big cock and balls.  My friend.






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Bate Nation Lives On

PHONE SEX, MUTUAL MASTURBATION, FUN

I jerked off last night with a guy from Indiana, named Rob, on the Bate Nation phone sex line.  I find guys on the line that I like jerking off with.  Rob and I had a good session with intense orgasms.  Maybe I’m a big perv, a big sicko, but I get turned on talking to guys that I find on the line.  The Bate Nation website has disappeared, but you can still call 712-832-8320 (code:  401315) to jerk off with other horny guys.  Rob and I talked about watching each other jerk off.  I told him that I had a 6” dick, thick, with a big head and hairy balls.  He told me that he had an 8” dick with a big head on it.  We talked about jerking each other off, mutual masturbation, touching each other’s hairy balls, and he said he wanted to reach under and touch my taint.  We talked about beating off face-to-face, looking each other in the face while we stroke each other’s cocks.  We talked about tasting each other’s precum and sucking each other off in a 69.  Talking about this stuff with the right guy makes me really horny.  Rob was good, because we edged for a while and enjoyed it without going on for too long.  We shared a nice, big orgasm together, thanked each other, said good-night, and hung up the phone. Some of the guys want to beat off for hours before they cum, which is just nuts and a big waste of time.  Masturbating with some of these guys can be tedious and tiring.  I like a vigorous, vocal jerk off session with lots of cum in a reasonable amount of time.  I like jerking off with a horny guy who sounds good and who’s not too crazy.  It’s kind of fun to go into the conference room and try to find a guy that you want to masturbate with.  You hear a guy you like and try to get his attention.  If you click with him, you can go private and beat off together.  It can be fun.  Sometimes, it’s a big waste of time.






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Falling In Love

PLATONIC LOVE, GUYS, SEX

I saw Paul naked numerous times, but I never saw him with an erection.  I wanted to touch his penis, but he wouldn’t let me.  He was a big scaredy cat about sex.  Paul was a big boy.  6’ 8”?  He was big and tall and blonde, and I noticed him right off.  I was attracted to him as soon as I saw him.  House brothers.  Rackham East house brothers at Principia College.  I wanted to touch his penis.  I think it was circumcised.  It was thick with a big head.  Blonde pubic hair.  I wanted to touch it and watch it grow.  I wanted Paul to get an erection for me.  I wanted to see Paul’s erect penis and see how long it got.  I wanted to see Paul’s big dick.  How big was it?  I wanted to find out how big Paul’s dick was.  I wanted to see it and touch it.  I wanted to masturbate with Paul.  Did he know that?  Did he understand it?

What the fuck!  What did Paul think I was all about?  What did he think about me then?  What does he think about me now?  Does Paul ever think about me?  Does he have any affection left for me?  Maybe he was better off forgetting me, wiping me off his slate.  There was a time when Paul loved me.  I know he did.  We said we loved each other, didn’t we?  Didn’t Paul and I tell each other that we loved each other?  I must have told Paul, or shown him, in so many ways that I loved him and longed for him.  But, I don’t think he really got it until later.  I don’t think he understood the nature of my love for him until after we had graduated from college.  And, when it did sink in, it may have shocked or sickened him.

What did Paul want from me?  What did Paul need from me?  What did our friendship do for him?  I loved Paul, and I wanted him sexually.  I wanted to have sex with him.  I spent the night at Paul’s house in Indianapolis.  We slept in twin beds in his bedroom.  I wanted so much to get into bed with him.  I wanted and waited for him to give me a sign to join him in his bed, so we could lie in each other’s arms.  But, it never came, not even a hint.  I just lied there in the dark, wide awake, and ached for him.

It was difficult for me to understand how Paul couldn’t see the sexuality of my affection for him.  It was hard for me to understand how Paul’s love for me could not be sexual too.  Maybe it wasn’t.  Did he ever get a hard on for me?  Did he ever masturbate thinking about me?  Did he ever masturbate?  We never talked about sex.  I have always been an avid masturbator, so it’s hard for me to imagine that there might be guys who don’t do it.  It had always been my experience that guys who liked me wanted to have sex with me.  I was used to it.  I expected it.  I liked it.  Paul was one of my first forays into love, and I didn’t know how to handle it.  I didn’t know what I was getting into, but I learned that the love I wanted was not platonic.

Erect Penis, Intense Ejaculation

SEX, GUYS, MASTURBATION

I don’t care much for formalities.  I’m too old for formalities.  I’m too old to spend a lot of time getting to know you before I have sex with you.  If I like you sexually, I want to do it now.  I don’t want to spend a lot time getting to know you.  I’ve already spent a lot of time getting to know people.  I know plenty of people that way.  Now, I want to know people the other way.  I want to have sex with you and then get to know you, if necessary.  I want having sex with you to be part of getting to know you.  Sex may be the best or most important part of what you and I can know about each other, so why put it off?  I will not be biased against you if we enjoy sex together, and you are free to like me or not after sex, as long as you like me enough to have sex.  I just want to have sex with you.  It’s not complicated or difficult to understand.  It’s about the erect penis and the intense ejaculation.  It’s about masturbation, making out, sucking dick, shooting cum, and cleaning up.  It’s about guys taking care of each other’s sexual desires.  It’s about guys taking care of each other.  It’s about guys admiring and getting horny for other guys.  That’s what it’s always been about.  That’s always been the bottom line for me.  It’s about guys getting horny and being horny.  It’s about guys wanting to have sex and ejaculate.  It’s about guys wanting to masturbate by themselves and with other guys.  It’s all about guys being sexual with other guys.

Slavic Male

                                   

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My Treat!

NEW LEAF, SELF-EXPOSURE, ART OF LIVING

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