Ryan in Rye

BUDDY, MASTURBATION, CHATURBATE

Ryan is a fireman who lives in Rye, New York. He likes to watch me masturbate on Chaturbate. I like to broadcast there on webcam. It's a site where men and women masturbate on cam for their own and others' enjoyment. I watch guys I like masturbating on cam, and I masturbate on cam too. I like for other people to see how much I enjoy what I'm watching. I like it when guys enjoy watching me masturbate on cam. There are guys who have been watching me jerk off for years. They like to jerk themselves off while they watch me. They jerk themselves off and shoot cum all over the place because I excite them so much. Ryan doesn't get on cam. He just watches, chats, and beats himself off. We would like to meet so that Ryan can have his first real-life sexual experience with another guy. That would be exciting for both of us. I would like to drive from my home on Cape Cod to New London and spend the night in a motel. Ryan can drive from Rye to meet me, and we can jerk off together in the motel room. I think we would both enjoy beating off together and shooting cum all over each other.

Bate Nation Cums Back

PHONE, MASTURBATION, BROTHERHOOD, FUN

What used to be Bate Nation has a new number: 605-475-6720 (code: 401315). Call in and find a friend to jerk off with. Sometimes it's stupid. Sometimes its tedious. Sometimes it's a waste of time. But, it can be fun. I'd love to meet one of my Bate Nation jo buddies in person. That'd be a kick.

Notyouraveragecracker

CHATURBATE, MASTURBATION, BOSTON BOY

Notyouraveragecracker was jerking off on Chaturbate last night, with his handsome face, hairy crotch, lean body, and big dick. He was rubbing lots of lotion onto his big cock head and showing his ass to the cam. He's looking super lean, like he's been running and working out too hard. Too lean. Lean like it hurts. I think I heard him say something for the first time, like "thank you" for a tip. He moans. Little moaning sounds that come out of him while he's jerking off. Hairy balls bouncing, handsome face in full view, touching his hole when he get's close to coming. He shot a big load onto a paper towel that he put on the bed. Turned his ass to the cam and jacked his big dick till he came. I could see his face between his legs, looking back at the cam. Boston boy, in or near Boston. "Contact me if you're nearby!" Yeah, right. I don't follow many guys on Chaturbate, but I do follow him.

Sounds Squishy

FLESHLIGHT, PHONE, FRIENDSHIP

I like writing about cocks and cum and masturbation. My friend Max leaves messages on my answering machine that sound like he’s jerking off with a well-lubed fleshlight. He doesn’t talk. He just leaves the squishy sound of jerking off a well-lubed penis. I’m not sure what Max is looking for, what he wants from me. Does he want to jerk off with me over the phone? I’ll do that with him. I’d like to do that with him. I wanted to jerk off with Max many years ago, when we were in high school together in Hawaii. I’m going to call him back and ask him if I’m right about what I think he’s doing on the phone. I would just as soon get his voice mail but, either way, I’ll ask him. I would love for him to say yes. I want to jerk off with Max on the phone.

I get a kik out of you.

CHATURBATE, KIK, MASTURBATION, BUDDY

Ilija is my Croat friend. We banter and masturbate together on Chaturbate. We also exchange messages and pictures on kik. Ilija turned me on to kik. He has sent me some great pictures of his cock and he’s always after me to return the favor. It isn’t that I don’t want to, but it isn’t easy for me to make the kind of pictures that I know he would like. This is a young man’s game. But, I like Ilija and want to please him. He’s young, tall, thin, horny, sexy. I like his long, handsome face. I like that he’s playful and wants to play with me. One of life’s little mysteries. He has a girlfriend. “Good for her,” I said. “Bad for you,” he quipped. Yes, Ilija, I would like to be the one there sucking your cock.

Gay sex isn’t common in Croatia, from what Ilija says. He wants it, but he’s not getting it from his Croat brothers. That’s why he’s on Chaturbate so much. Maybe it's just Ilija, but I doubt that his traditional, conservative culture is conducive to free-wheeling homosexual sex. What Ilija does with me and other guys on the internet is a secret indulgence for him. He must like it a lot, because he spends a lot of time doing it.

Cyber Buddies

BONDING, FRIENDSHIP, MEN, MILLENNIUM

My buddy Ray is out in California. I’m in Massachusetts. Sea to shining sea. Ray is a constant fan of mine on Chaturbate. He likes to watch me masturbate, and I like masturbating for him. Ray is a big-dicked redhead. He’s not on cam a lot, but he offers to get on and encourage me as I jerk off. Ray is a jo kind of guy. He doesn’t get into all the esoterica of gay sex, which is fine by me. I’m the same way. I enjoy jerking off and jerking off with other guys a lot. We have chatted about the possibility of meeting sometime for the real thing, which is an exciting prospect for both of us. Jerking off together, touching each other, encouraging each other, cumming on each other. Ray said he’d cum on my balls. That would feel good, having his hot cum on my hairy balls. I said we should sit face-to-face, balls touching, while we jerk off, which he liked too. The way things are now, it’s not beyond the realm of possibility that Ray and I really could meet to beat with each other, and get better acquainted. Cement our friendship. I like the idea of bonding with other men by jerking off with them.

Am I nuts?  Am I alone in this? I know it’s not an uncommon idea in this pseudo-modernist, millennial world. The Y generation world. This world that I barely recognize and don’t fit in. But, when did I ever fit in? Things that I used to think were “our little secret,” are now common knowledge and common parlance. Young people are so knowing. I have no clue what they believe, or accept, or do, but they are aware in a way that my generation never was. The world really is a different place. My generation was easily shamed by sex. Not this one. They might not do the things they know about, but they’re not terrified by sexual knowledge or awareness either. Look at me talking about all this stuff. What am I doing? Finally being myself. Being real. Being what I tried for so long not to be. It's fun to talk about and explore.

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Beating Off Together

MEN, MASTURBATION, NORMS, FRIENDSHIP

My earliest memories are not of sex, but I was ten or eleven when I started thinking about sex and wanting it. I had Rusty and Jimmy Barnes to thank for that. They asked me if I knew how to “beat my meat,” and I didn’t, so they explained it and eventually showed me how to do it. Two young boys, brothers, showing another young boy how to masturbate. The stuff of legends.

It would have been one thing if I hadn’t liked it, or hadn’t been a willing participant. But, I did like it a lot, and learning about sex changed me, changed my life, from that moment on. What ever happened to Rusty and Jimmy? Rusty was the older brother, probably eleven years old, maybe twelve. I’m guessing Jimmy was probably nine. Jimmy was younger than I. Rusty and I were about the same age, and the same grade in school. Rusty and I used to see each other in the hallway at Saint Andrew’s Elementary School, each knowing the other’s secret. I liked that. I liked having seen Rusty naked, masturbating, and having an orgasm for me and Jimmy the night I stayed over at their house. I liked that Rusty and I could look at each other in public knowing what we had done in private.

Rusty told me that he learned how to beat his meat from an older boy, maybe sixteen years old. His parents were out and he had Rusty over to masturbate with him in the living room. They pulled their pants down and the older boy showed Rusty how to stroke his penis and make it feel good. The older boy stroked his big, hairy penis for Rusty until he had an orgasm and shot hot, sticky cum out of it. He showed Rusty how it works; he showed him what happens when a young boy or teenager strokes his penis vigorously until he has an orgasm. The older boy showed him how good it feels to masturbate. It feels so good to beat your meat and do it with another boy. Boys make friends with each other by jerking off together. Boys confirm their friendships with other boys by masturbating with them. It doesn’t get much more intimate and intense than that. Sharing that intense pleasure and being open and free about your body with another boy. Boys like jerking off together. Boys like having sex together. They might not talk about it. They might keep it secret. They might adopt the sexual conventions of society by dating girls and getting married. But, they always remember the pleasure of having sex with another boy. Some of them continue to enjoy sex with men even after marrying a pretty girl and having babies. Social norms don’t eliminate human nature.

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