Cyber Buddies

BONDING, FRIENDSHIP, MEN, MILLENNIUM

My buddy Ray is out in California. I’m in Massachusetts. Sea to shining sea. Ray is a constant fan of mine on Chaturbate. He likes to watch me masturbate, and I like masturbating for him. Ray is a big-dicked redhead. He’s not on cam a lot, but he offers to get on and encourage me as I jerk off. Ray is a jo kind of guy. He doesn’t get into all the esoterica of gay sex, which is fine by me. I’m the same way. I enjoy jerking off and jerking off with other guys a lot. We have chatted about the possibility of meeting sometime for the real thing, which is an exciting prospect for both of us. Jerking off together, touching each other, encouraging each other, cumming on each other. Ray said he’d cum on my balls. That would feel good, having his hot cum on my hairy balls. I said we should sit face-to-face, balls touching, while we jerk off, which he liked too. The way things are now, it’s not beyond the realm of possibility that Ray and I really could meet to beat with each other, and get better acquainted. Cement our friendship. I like the idea of bonding with other men by jerking off with them.

Am I nuts?  Am I alone in this? I know it’s not an uncommon idea in this pseudo-modernist, millennial world. The Y generation world. This world that I barely recognize and don’t fit in. But, when did I ever fit in? Things that I used to think were “our little secret,” are now common knowledge and common parlance. Young people are so knowing. I have no clue what they believe, or accept, or do, but they are aware in a way that my generation never was. The world really is a different place. My generation was easily shamed by sex. Not this one. They might not do the things they know about, but they’re not terrified by sexual knowledge or awareness either. Look at me talking about all this stuff. What am I doing? Finally being myself. Being real. Being what I tried for so long not to be. It's fun to talk about and explore.

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